Leap of Faith

[Phoenix_In_Bloom]

Good Morning Pam!

I'm sorry that house on Sunshine Lane didn't work out for you.

But, I'm so proud of you for standing up for yourself!

Hugs!

[psluke]

Good Morning PIB,

I posted earlier but apparently it didn't go!

Thank you for the support on the house decision.

[psluke]

I really feel so confused on a house right now I am actually back to considering an apartment till I can figure out what I really want in a house.

The problem with that is some of the shelties have to be boarded if I do that and I hate to do that to them.

I know that I am super stressed today over the tooth and the house issue. I don't believe today is a day I am going to make any decisions, other than to not make a decision today.

I feel very depressed also, but am guessing some of that is tied into the stress today.

I wish my realtor was easier to deal with and I keep telling myself if I make myself deal with her it helps my conflict avoidance. But it doesn't make this process any easier.

[MovinOn]

Pam good luck with the tooth!!!! Hope you feel better soon!

[Phoenix_In_Bloom]

Hey Pam,

Let us know how the dentist visit goes!

Hugs!

[psluke]

Hey Pattie, PIB,

I SURVIVED.

He said the shots hurt so bad because of all the infection. But I am glad it is over. I have antibiotics and pain pills.

I had never seen this oral surgeon before but he was really nice, (good looking too! )hope I don't see him again, but at least he is one I would go back too.

[Phoenix_In_Bloom]

Pam!

That's great!

I'm glad you have meds.

And that the pain will be healed given enough time!

I'm so proud of you for taking care of this!

Go YOU!

Hugs.

[psluke]

Yes, and the extraction went smoothly, unlike the last time when they like to never got the tooth out and I ended up with blood all over the place.

So now to just be careful with it till it heals. I wanted to try to get it removed while I still had dental insurance and luckily that worked out.

[Phoenix_In_Bloom]

AWESOME!

Hugs!

[psluke]

I am wondering this afternoon and have wondered before, guess it is a part of dealing with and accepting the affair and possible marriage of David and Janice.

Did anyone else wonder if their spouse really loved you when they married you?

Since David had the previous affair with Janice, I think I always felt a bit of a substitute since she dumped him. Now he has dumped me for her and I wonder did he ever really love me at all?

I am sure that sounds sort of like a pity party, but I have wondered it a lot and actually wondered it from the very beginning of our relationship and I wish I could find an answer for myself.