Sounds like you are crazymaking about this house? See what happens with the house inspection information and go from there.
If it is dark, lighten it up with paint and mirrors and lamps. You need to see it empty and imagine your things in there - with your personality infused in the joint!
Look for the positives my dear - don't even let any negative thoughts enter in okay?
Think about the day when you lock the door on your current place and open the door on the new home you will make for yourself and the kids! Then get excited!
(Do you get the fact that I am sending some PMA your way? LOL!)
totite
"Accentuate the positive, eliminate the negative..."