All of this cr*p is keeping me so stressed and stirred up. I seemed to have a bit of peace for awhile but it is gone.

What I believe might help is to totally shut David and his stuff out of my life. Which means I need out of the house on PK and him not on my IM and never to see or talk with him again. That might seem drastic but seeing him and talking with him just seems to remind me about what I have lost and about he and J.

I am hopeful that having him totally out of my life will allow some peace back into it. Lots of sadness but at least maybe less stress.

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"