So I have decided besides just being too darn emotional for life, and not logical, I am also weird.

My dad was down yesterday as my mom was out of town and he said as he was leaving he guessed David and I could build a couple of big houses on our land to sell and make some money off of it.

I feel a great deal of attachment to this place and seeing a couple of big houses built on it is the last thing I would want.

I know I had been hoping David would keep it, but I don't want Janice there so I guess I need to hope it sells quickly after I move out.

This really sucks and I have a very don't care attitude about everything right now. I hope it passes.


Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"