I was feeling pretty down, and having a bit of a pity party.
I really HATE how darn emotional I get every month. I know what it is, I know it will come, but I don't know how to get rid of it.
Anyway, I had a very nice chat with Slowly and just interacting with someone cheered me up.
Not really anything that was said, just her being there for a bit.
I need to just be appreciative of the time I did have this house I like and not so much focus on being sad at leaving it.
It would have been easier if mom were more accepting of where I am probably going to be living, but I am the one that has to deal with that situation and not her. I agree it isn't what I really want, but neither did I want to be way out to make a long drive in the winter. I don't really like driving in the winter and don't want to have to run home take care of the kids and then get back out to go to C's tax office in the dead of winter. So I think of my two options I made the better choice, now to adjust to it.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
