It seemed sort of appropriate as several of my threads contained that in the name and Kitti gave me that nickname.
Even the realtor said that is a nice address for a new start in life.
My mom called a bit ago and I told her had put an offer in on a house and she asked where, I knew she wouldn't like it.
She didn't. She said so you stayed looking in town then? I said yes I didn't want to have to get way out and drive a long ways to work in the winter. Especially as Jan. through April I will probably be working two jobs!
My mom has never worked full time. She was a stay at home mom and yes, I like where I am at now. Sort of country but close to town. But houses in this area I can't afford.
To get what I could afford I would have had to go quit a ways out.
I just HATE feeling always wrong, not good enough, judged. This really drives home for me that I have always felt that from her. Not a pleasant thing to realize that I possibly conveyed the SAME feelings to David during our marriage. I am not consciously aware that I did that, but from some of what he has said I am guessing even if not as directly as she does I must have conveyed those impressions.
So I have an offer on a house and hope my mom doesn't make my dad back out of the offer of the loan for the down payment because she doesn't like where I chose to live.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
