Hi totite,

On #4 it just came on the market. My realtor is the listing agent and she hadn't had a chance to go in and take photo's. She said she is planning too. Of course she is hoping I buy it I'm sure.

I am leaning towards the brick house. For one thing it will be more comparable to the age of the house I am living in now so probably more similarities. The others all have features that I do like better, but just thinking maybe in the overall scheme the brick one might suit best.

Sort of excited and sort of scared this morning!

On David I am pretty sure he does wander around because he still has stuff in all of the rooms.
I did pretty well yesterday dropping the rope. I mean I knew ahead of time he would probably be here, debated taking the day off and didn't went to work. Spoke with him before noon on my computer and managed to stay at work and work till 3:00. I get off at 4:00 on Fridays. I got another lady to cover for me and I split. Was starting to really stress.

He was gone when I got home. I did sort of expect that though. I left him vm asking him to call me and he did. I shared that Shimmer had a problem and would he please walk them from now on? He said he had meant to walk them as soon as he had my case closed up, but got paged from work and so he ran out of here in a hurry.

I did thank him for fixing my computer.

I seem to do pretty well until days he is at the house and then my emotions seem to get really stirred up.

Came home and was stressed and depressed last night. Watched part of a race I have borrowed from my boss, then decided I really wanted to escape so switched to reading a book. Pretty much did that and eat all evening. THAT is bad, when stressed I tend to eat. If really upset then I can't eat, so that is a way for me to know I guess how stressed I am.

I really think it will be easier on me to go ahead and be out of the house. I had actually thought all along it would be easier to stay in the house but I think I wasn't wanting to deal with finding a house and moving, plus I think I was probably planning to just hole up here and stop living.

So all in all I believe moving may be best. Not going to find or I should say be able to afford anything I like as well as this place but maybe doing the adjusting will keep my mind occupied!

I'll post what I did later today. Hope you are all having a wonderful weekend!!!!

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"