Hi KAW - Oh, its so good to have you visit I know a return to these boards does not necessarily mean good news in terms of your sitch, and I'm sorry about that. But for me personally, the moral support of known friends is so comforting.
I have some more updates on things I have been trying to process, and having just dropped NG off at the airport, I'm looking forward to a few days of unfettered introspection