I'm thinking the first question you posed isn't relevant to me either, and in fact, is such a painful question to ask and find the answer to, maybe its better that we try not to ask that question at all. I used to ask the question why, but ya know, it was always the same answer, because there was something missing and needed to fill that void, whatever the void maybe.
The second question, well, I am glad at least you have some sort of answer to that. Although things are going slowly, and there's still contact, it sounds as if things are headed in the right direction for you.
btw, I don't know if you ended up downloading yahoo IM, but if ever want to chat, my screen name is triplej884.
Triple J
Things were different then. All is different now. I tried to explain, somehow..........
Eddie Vedder (Pearl Jam)
