Hi Randy - I am very conscious that my situation had a BIG positive, NG had no intention of leaving me. It really was all the other stuff, like the deception, evasions and broken promises that I needed to come to terms with. And even then, letting go a set of feelings that have been around for 20+ years is difficult.
Just looked up my cainer cast for this week, kinda appropriate, I think
Have you ever tried running up an escalator that is rolling relentlessly downwards? Or wading through deep, squelching mud in a pair of loose boots? Some forces are just too great to resist. For a while we can hold out against them but eventually, they get the better of us. Life for you lately has been a constant struggle. You must have felt, at times, rather like a participant in one of those crazy comedy outdoor games where contestants have to run up a slippery slide, whilst being pulled on by a bunjee cord tied to their backs. This week, Venus changes direction. And your path to progress gets a whole lot easier.
