Well, we are off to see a concert tonite, and have a friend's wedding to attend tomorrow. NG booked the concert at very short notice this morning, his strategy to manage my emotions is to keep us so busy there is no time for reflection I guess I should appreciate his efforts.
So, at least for this weekend, the lid is back on. Now though, I know there is a mess under the surface. This time, it seems my patience needs to be with myself.