This is the third time or so in the past week I started writing a post for here, I think this time I'll actually post it. I wrote a long one Sunday and thought maybe it was TMA....I've long tried not to overload on details that were personal to BF and I, and I want to continue that.
I had a wonderful time for most of the weekend - BF is cleaning the apt., not as quick as I would like - but it's getting better. I wish he'd throw out some bills and such soon. He has one out that was the first phone bill I saw that verified what I believed about him talking a lot with ex-OW again. It is almost 2 years old. He said he's throwing all the bills out...I wish I could do it for him, but I know he has to be the one to do it.
BF and I are looking at and talking about rings. So exactly 6 weeks after he told me he loved me again, everything is moving along.
I had a volunteer shift tonight - it was wonderful, I am bringing my camera now to take pictures with the kids I work with each week. I'll have a push-pin board when I move with BF to put the pics up. Another plus: I don't feel the need to see BF mid-week anymore. Not that I'd not love to see him, but I have something meaningful that splits my week up. I usually leave BF's apt. Monday morning - then volunteering is Weds night, and I usually see BF on Saturday again. It really gives me a boost.
I gained a few pounds in the past couple of weeks, so I'm working on getting back to strength training and extra cardio. This past weekend when staying with BF, I did go out for an hour walk so I'd catch up on the extra calories I'd had.
I wrote a long one Sunday and thought maybe it was TMA....I've long tried not to overload on details that were personal to BF and I, and I want to continue that.
