Thanks for posting, I'm glad things have been mostly going good for you! There is a lot of emotional baggage - when things get good, all of a sudden there is a whole new set of problems. Like trust - I haven't HAD to trust BF over the past year. He has been able to do what he wants. Now all of a sudden, my anger has subsided but there is more of a vulnerability.
You've done so well!!!!!! And yes, you are a prize.
I have my first day volunteering (I am going to be doing it once a week) starting today. I'm very much looking forward to it. BF and I haven't yet heard anything about the apartment we had applied for yet.
And it's been about a month since BF told me he loved me again. I know I was scared back then that all of a sudden he'd be like "I really didn't mean it". It's hard to believe it's been a month already.
Like trust - I haven't HAD to trust BF over the past year. He has been able to do what he wants. Now all of a sudden, my anger has subsided but there is more of a vulnerability.
