I'm getting slightly antsy...still waiting for word on the apt. near BF's work. But moreso, after hearing that he loves me again...and saying he wants to put his energy into me and not anyone else, it's hard to not see him during the weekdays. We pretty much spend every weekend together - which is awesome, but I think my tank runs low about midweek. It's not like I'm going nuts, but it'd be really nice to spend one evening a week (around Weds) with him just to keep my tank full. The antsiness started when BF mentioned that his other job didn't have any openings on the weekend - and I was glad. It would mean I might not see him hardly at all this week (not that there are ever guarantees).

I asked if maybe we could see each other one night a week too, so we'll see. He is still saying ILY, and it's not like we weren't apart a lot when we were first together. I lived a couple of hours away, I only saw him on the weekends. Then when I first moved here, I wasn't living with him - and even though he was very in love with me, that didn't mean he wanted to spend every night with me.

I understand that when we do spend time together, it is quality time and he's not doing anything else. So on weekends, that can be 2 days of fairly wall-to-wall time. It's not like if we were living together and could just kind of do our own thing too. But (sigh), one evening a week would be nice.

He said he'd looked for me late last night on chat, and I wasn't there. I said that I love getting text messages - he did that a few times last week but none yet this week.

Just trying not to be needy - I don't want to push him away. I don't feel very needy, but after a few days I miss the kissing and cuddling and such.

I am working out a lot, and eating good and I've lost another pound. So I keep plugging away at that!