I go home tomorrow! I am looking forward to seeing ex-b, and to just getting back.
Ex-b has not stopped telling me he loves me, and he brought up the Reagan Library a couple of days ago and said "the next time we head out there, we should stop by". So even though we aren't all lovey-dovey on the phone or computer, he is talking about things we could do together.
I nearly had to sit on my hands not to call him last night. I just don't want to be overwhelming him. He did call me around 10pm.
I did tell him I really wanted a big hug and that I was looking forward to seeing him. No "I miss you's" and he hasn't said that - it's not like I see him everday when I'm at home anyway. I do miss having our regular schedule, that has been thrown off some.
Anyway...I really won't be online much the next couple of days, I'm doing museums today and I have an event tomorrow before heading back. I want to go home!
