Nitaf, regardless of which path you choose, PLEASE make sure that you are having protected sex, and that if your husband returns, you are both tested for STDs.
This is only logical given your set of circumstances.
All the best, -NOPkins-
I will ferret out an affair at any opportunity.
-An affair is the embodiment of entitlement, fueled by resentment and lack of respect. -An infidel will remain unreachable so long as their sense of entitlement exceeds their ability to reason.