This is exceptionally hard for me. I can't even put it into words. It is not hard for my H at all. In fact, one of the recent discussions we've had included a part where I disclosed to him just HOW hard it was for me to refrain. He was surprised, as it doesn't cross his mind.
100% of my sexual energies are directed at him. This is SO beneficial to us at times..it really strengthens the bond I feel for him. Other times, though, it can make me one bitter woman!
