Ok, last nite I came into bed, and made myself control the negative thought that he is going to have his obligatory sex nite with me. I did not sense any attitude problem with him...he was warm and enthusiastic, and even tried a few new things, in response to my novelty talk. It was a great nite and he initiated cuddling this am, which was nice. So I should be feeling good, right? And I am, except I am still thinking that he must be happy he got his obligation out of the way, and now the rest of the week will be a struggle. Sigh. J
