Hi all, I posted yesterday but it didn't make it. I think I said that after my post about ridding myself of unwanted weight by cutting it off...Bets called me to make sure I woudlnt' cut of arms and legs (the better to keyboard with). She gave me lots of good info on Slim4Life, made me laugh and made me cry when she said I was beautiful just the way I was. (She says I'm CURVY). Thanks all for giving me some warnings bout drugs and exercise sites. The Cortisol isn't a drug...it is all natureal and not an appetite suppresant in it. But I've gained weight while taking it so I will take advantage of its money back guarantee! I do exercise, tho 1/2 hour on treadmill even at 10% and 4.0 isn't near enough for me to maintain. I need about 2 hours a day and I set myself up for that by being an athelete long ago and then doing a stupid thing after pregnancy to lose that weight FBO X who 'couldn't handle my gaining weight during the pregnancy'. But I guess it is the stess of trial and not knowing my future financial sitch ...its been too long and too hard and somedays it is just too , too, much.
Bets has a tendency to read this into my posts and gives me a call or sends a telepathic hug...
Hey Pen, you should know that Wonder Woman who is an old timer and sometimes posts on MLC was also an OW. ANd she has had some guilt and remorse too. Then she became a victim of the MAN she was OW to...so I guess she knows it from both angles. I think it good of you to let us know, and I know it must have been hard for you to do, to take that risk in telling us. While I could never be an OW, I also know that none of us is guiltfree.
Well Bets, I'm having so much fun listening to trail tapes and trying to transcribe them. THis sucks so bad. Shoud my book be The Neverending Divorce? Or How to Collect a Million Bucks in One Easy Lesson aka Name Your Poison. gd
