Thanks to you and Betsey for the warm thoughts & prayers....I went in to the Dr. yesterday...called and he took me in, I wanted to get it over with. Well....it looks very good for me....just found a pollup...not a big deal, he thought, and all the other cells appeared normal under his special scope/light. So...already feeling much better.
On the H note....he came home last night (it had been a week)...he was warm, friendly, in good spirits. He was cuddly in bed last night and this morning ...alls well....Mooka is chillin. I am relieved, and am, AGAIN...realizing how easy it is for me to go into a neg. spiral....re: Hs behaviors. Geez....sorry to let myself go there. Sometimes we are our worst enemies....mentally. H was kind, loving...and talking about all our plans the next 2-3 months.
I love this BB....I may be on it the rest of my life....just a great place to vent/air out thoughts and internal issues. And such great support. THANK YOU!!
