I so appreciate all the continued support. Thanks so much!! I really should rename this post to "Moving into 3rd gear"....cuz that's where I'd say we are headed.
I just posted to Nik and stated, that I often get myself into neg thinking and it really is something I HAVE to work on daily. H travels a lot for work...but calls a lot, changes his schedule to spend an extra day home with me...all the behavior is there. Not too many significant words yet. No ILY's, no I miss you...etc....oh well. My C reminded me not to let myself worry about that yet....it will come. Also no big apologies yet...just read a great article in Oprah's mag about apologizing.....again that PATIENCE thing is working....so I'll hang tough.
We are having fun, he has moved all his stuff back home....is planning Thanksgiving and X-mas with family...is planning our big vac next week. We are ML regularily and that is going oh-so well.
So even with all the pos in my life and R....we all slide into neg stuff...and replay history. This process really takes time. I keep asking God to send the strength and see me through and keep on His track for me. He is doing it....in my life and others.
just wanted to ramble some. I will check in before I leave with H on Tue for our vac. Can't wait! Mooka
