Saturday morning H called to asked me a question. When he was done, I said, I will talk with you later. He said, wait I have to asked you something else. H said, I have to get everything out when I call YOU since that is the only time I get to talk to YOU when I call YOU on the phone. Is this a cry for attention? I can't find the proper balance. ARGHHHHHHH


Cindy , I had a BBQ on Sat.. H's family, mine and friends were there. H was furious that he did not get a special invite. He only knew because mom was making me a fruit salad. S asked H, are you coming? He said, I didn't feel that I was invite. S said, Why? He said no one told me. He got there and everyone was happy to see him. He kept saying to everyone , maybe it wasn't meant for me to be here, maybe I wasn't invited. He made sure I was in ear shot. I didn't even respond, neither did anyone else. My SIL finally said, why do you need an invite to your own house? If you would bring your tail home you would know what is going on here. He didn't stay long, but he did come.


I want to buy H a gift. It is a really cool alarm clock. Is that pursuing? I haven't bought him anything since he has been gone, but he would love this clock.

Nitaf