I was taking my s to school this morning and H called on cell. S shocked me. He said, daddy, I want you home. It does not feel right without you there. H said, I don't know what to say. I don't think I am coming home. I guess he really means it. He wouldn't tell S that if he had a little hope for us even. I need to just realize that it is over. Do you think he would say that to a child if he had intentions of returning 1 day?

PS. He called my job yesterday morning to tell me we have a lwasuit with Poland Springs. I am thinkin' this couldn't wait until later. He says we will probably get about 12 grand and split it down the middle. I said cool, gotta go. He wants to make sure that I know he has no intentions on coming home.ARGHHHHHHHH
Please Pray for us. Pray that Satan lets go of my H.