I know, I know. Well, I just want to share some type of intimacy w/H. I need to focus on emotional intimacy. I need to be his friend. I would like for him to be able to open up to me.
In the past when he had the A, I was a raving lunatic! I really did not let him live it down. I threw it in his face every chance I got. I now feel that I am mature enuff and educated enuff on R's(although I have a long way to go) to listen, validate, and take ownership for my part. The poor man is so afraid that I will go ballistic that he doesn't want to open up to me. I guess starting to enjoy simple conversation and slowly getting into deeper issues is the answer.
