I am reading threads still even though I'm not posting as much. I don't want y'all to think I've totally abandoned you!
Great news!
I had a huge insight yesterday.
Husband is having a difficult time quitting smoking.
My revelation:
I'm not going to leave him because he has this bad habit. I just wish he'd fix it.
BAM!
I suddenly realized that's how he probably feels about my weight.
I asked him and he confirmed!
What a huge load off!
(I think there was a part of me that was resisting my efforts to lose weight because of my fear that he would leave me again if I didn't lose it. Crazy I know.)
I feel so much better!
And Husband installed a pool ladder so now I can climb in and out with ease.
