Afraid that I'll be so busy that I won't get any time with him...and he'll leave. (I did tell Husband this. He responded sweetly with, "Don't worry about that. I'll wait for you." Then he gave me a big hug. )
Afraid that I can't handle the studying required. That this is harder than I can imagine.
Afraid of failing.
And Heck..I'm afraid of suceeding too.
If I suceed, I won't be a secretary any longer...and there is some security in being an employee whom others tell what to do.
On the other hand...I could do two things.
I could become a Non-Profit Management Masters degree holder...which means I can either stay at my University in some sort of Administrative position.
Or I can get a great job at some other Non-Profit in town.
Either of which would be very fulfilling.
Or I could go for the big dream...the one that scares me the most.
I could become a Marriage and Family Therapist.
That's a lot of responsibility.
I know I've made mistakes on the BB.
And I've had the safety net of not being the only voice here.
When I'm wrong...I know y'all will say something!
I won't have y'all to help me in my private practice.
So...lots of fears.
Having to process them, breathe deep, and take the next baby step forward despite fears.
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