I am making this post from my new home - I have a bunch more to do to get it like I want it but I am now in it. I still need to move the big stuff from my apartment (and also alot of small stuff that is not that important) but I have enough here now that I can get by and the apartment is only 6 miles away so I can go back and get anything I need if I have to.
As far as C is concerned. the last little upswing may have been a flash in the pan. While I was hoping that she was starting to want to work on us more (saying we need to have another good weekend and she was going to come over and spend the night with me soon, and that we need to go yard selling again, etc.) she has been very distant since last weekend and no contact at all this weekend.
While I was really hoping it would turn out different I have to believe that she likely will never want to do more than just want to see me once every other month or so. That is not enough for me.
I will keep myself busy and work on my new house and leave any doors open for anything new that comes along. I will be fine.
