You'll get by...If you smile

[holdingon]

Odga,

Gee you are letting the expectation monster get to you aren't you??

She's calling, she's IMing she's talking to you and you are what? Down in the dumps?

Why so critical? Not moving fast enough? Why don't you plan an excursion with her if you want? Why not show her you can get up and go when you want? I mean, you will be a pilot, you will be able to go whereever you want, whenever you want.

What is REALLY going on with you?

Why are you listening to your FEELINGS? What is the reality of the situation? Too slow?

If you want to call it quits, do... if you are still game, don't.

Hang in there.