I have noticed as we start to see some improvement, we tend to get all hyped up by the great interaction, and then the old fears, insecurities, struggles return. We want the good times to continue, for there to be permanent change, only to be faced with uncertainty. Mojo, you had a wonderful, incredible Memorial Day weekend and now the insecurities are returning... I am thinking that perhaps you can read your old posts for a "boost." Soothe and take good care of yourself, and "hold on" to your position with H in a firm and positive way. Continue to assert your needs with no apologies or great explanations, making it clear exactly what you are looking for in terms of initiation, frequency, etc. I myself feel like I am on such an emotional rollercoaster that this week I need to seek shelter in the " comfort cycle." Journey
