I guess I've been is such total shock over what transpired Saturday that the disbelief sprouts from that......It almost seems like a dream....I have to remind myself it really happened....H told me he realized he loves ME, someone else realizes it too, that I am an incredible person, and thanks for never giving up. He talked about all the fun things we need to do together....this grumpy guy actually kissed my hand....several times.... Ok, now I THINK it's finally starting to soak in....he couldnt have faked that....he is still hurting, it (she) was a big thing....a dream life....for him to give up, and that's hard.... I love him....I'm gonna take my bag of chocolate and go home and tell him...and sedate the crazymaker with the chocolate if she shows back up.
