I know you are right Nevanna, I just gotta stay calm and make our time together count. I have to say it feels like some kind of voodoo though! This has all been so out of character for H... I was right about the shirt though....It is a purplish Black Diamond T-shirt I've never seen before....Sorry, the dirty clothes hamper in our room is not offlimits to me...yes, I did look. Interesting he threw the shirt in the laundry though. Even more interesting that he wants his t-shirt back. If I was her, that would tick me off.
I just keep hoping that since he finally put his ring on, that this is it and now we can start to heal and put the pieces of a good M together. I guess I'm just still so gun shy from all the lying, it has hurt so bad, and I think he's probably been still going to see her for the last 2 0r 3 months when I was trying so hard to accept that he was going to the office. Ouch that hurts! But he's wearing his ring, and there's no faking the emotional state he was in Saturday.... He was a little bit irritable yesterday evening, and that increases my anxiety, I guess. Someone here told me to expect that, and I know it isn't unusual. Oh well, I hope we have a good evening when he gets home about 8:30. That would help a lot. In the meantime, I'm going to go do my three mile exercise tape and do some cleaning....
The good news is I might be down another 5 lbs, I havent weighed for at least 2 weeks, and according to the scale I'm down, but our scale is weird sometimes so I never trust it to the nth degree either!
