Now I'm feeling kind of anxious....It's almost his lunch time (he'll probably have a break sometime between now and 2:30) what if he doesnt like the CD, or thinks it's too forward or something?????? I havent heard from him, of course I did suggest opening in private, so that may make him wait until he's alone....then I hope he's not disappointed it's not something spicier....Gosh, I'm insecure....good heavens, I don't know how he could not like the silly CD....I guess I'm also anxious that he's "over there" in the same building w/OW for the 1st time since Saturday....I guess I need to reread my post to remind myself that Saturday actually happened, I've wished for it so hard and long that it's hard to believe it actually did.... I'm so afraid he'll go back to OW....although after all the emotional turmoil of the weekend, surely not. And he did tell me months ago that I could count on him if he decided to recommit to us.....
