Thanks Nevanna! I really need to check out your thread now to get clues. I sort of knew to expect a flood of confusing emotions, but I am blown away by how blown away I am.....
I think it was you who told me to expect him to be kind of grumpy when he came back also, but any hints on what else to expect? I think he is still worried that I'll slip back to my old ways because he asked me in bed last night if I'd done my exercise tape....told him I hadnt but would today!
So, I really have to keep on track with my changes.
But, I think once the shock wears off I'm going to be excited and this can be fun....somehow I'm starting to feel like now I can have an A with him....I even asked him in one of the lighter parts of our discussion if this meant I could molest him more, and he said "all you want"....
I see we really are negotiating a new relationship here though, and that is exciting.....
Can I ask what made you think this was coming?
Also, I really need any and all thoughts on what to do now, other than stay calm....
