What a wonderful miracle and a mixed up mess at the same time. I hope that you and he start healing SOON. You have such a great start; this weekend sounded emotional and tearful but also very honest and positive.
I'm floored and so happy for you, Deb. You did it! You busted it like a pro!!
Good going and get some rest and, by all means, find something to do in which your brain can go blank for a while. It sure has had to process a lot in the last few days.