I've been sitting here staring at my computer for an hour, trying to think what to post/say....cant focus on work either, so I guess I need to post....I am absolutely blown away and in shock and am more in need of guidance now than ever before, I think. And I'm very, very frightened, surprisingly.

My prayers have been answered, and I did get my miracle, H is back, big time, all the way, OW is history. When I think back to a year ago, I see that God truely has worked a miracle in our lives. and now we still need his miracles and guidance and that from all of you here as we try to build our new marriage. I think I will post an update seperately here in a minute....every thing happened after H got home Sat. night......(obviously it was in the works while he was gone)


been around awhile!