Nevanna, what was keeping your H from coming home? feeling that he couldnt be forgiven?
My H has told me before that I deserve better than him and that he can't be forgiven.....last winter he was actually considering suicide, he was so down over this mess. I really believe he was considering it.
Boy, as I look back, those were dark, desperate, difficult days.....I guess things are better now than they were even then, not going as far back as last summer. It hurts to even remember how bad it was.
