Hey all, new revelation. Last night, H and I went to watch tape 2 of the MB and our VCR wasn't working. So, instead, I read parts III and IV of the infidelity printout from the marriagebuilders website.
Well, we went over everything and I told him that he made me feel good the other day and I didn't feel as if I have to bring it up anymore. We agreed to leave his EA in our past and move forward. I feel as if I have all the answers already.
Well, we talked about how special our M is and how lucky we are to have a R like we do where we are each other's best friend and companion and many people would be jealous to have our R. Then, I said "now we just have to get you back to where you need to be." He asked what I meant, and I told him "you don't feel the same about me as you used to." He acted surprised, as if he had forgotten how we got here.
New revelation, when things are going well, don't remind them of why they were bad. I think he honestly forgot that he doesn't "feel the in-love" feelings anymore. It's almost as if it wasn't a priority, and now I've reminded him of it.
On the good front, I began the Muscle and Fitness Rock Hard Challenge, and have been riding my bike every day at lunch and working out in the a.m. I've lost 3 lbs and I'm looking forward to drawing him back in with my killer body soon. (as soon as I lose this extra 60lbs, that is)
