Last night on my way home from work, I heard a commercial for the jewelry store H bought necklaces for OW at. I started getting sick and wobbly. I called him and asked when he was going to be home.
We talked about it and he held me and kissed me and told me that he is 100% committed to us and to me and that nothing will ever happen again. He wishes it never happened at all.
I told him it's sometimes hard for me to believe that he never had a PA, when he was gone at work so much. He reconfirmed that he never saw her outside work and never had a PA.
Then, an incredible thing happened. I followed him to the bedroom where he was changing into his gi for his karate class. We began to play around, wrestling, tickling, teasing, etc. Just having a good time, holding each other, watching the weather channel for today's weather.
Time came for him to go teach his class, and he stayed with me. I told him his students were downstairs waiting and he pouted . So cute, and said that he didn't want to go to class, he wanted to stay upstairs playing with me.
Oh, my H is 75% back. I am so excited. I know some of these things he is doing becuase he thinks he should, but this was so genuine and he hugged me and smiled at me and kissed me (still on the forehead) the rest of the night. Held me all night long, and was just so cuddly and lovey and cute.
I am so happy, you guys. I see it's happening for more of you, and I hope it comes around to more and more so that we can all have a happy party soon. The rest of you, stick with it, it can and does work.