Zasha- Keeping busy seems to be helping me with the loss of the baby - it still hurts, but I feel fairly sure I didn't do anything to cause the miscarriage, and I am trying to look forward to a time when my H and I decide we want another baby. If we don't get to that place, that's okay, but I hope someday we do.
I am planning to visit the Peanut's grave next month on the 8th, the anniversary of the day I delivered her. I'll put some flowers on her little spot and just check on her. I guess this is a measure of how much I am changing. A lot of my grief has been done in private, and I am not spewing emotion everywhere like I sometimes do.
I am sad, but okay - and thank you so much for asking about me! I need to visit you again soon. Hugs, Myrrh
One moment of patience may ward off great disaster. One moment of impatience may ruin a whole life.
