The New Thread...

[Lyrael]

I will not call H again today. I have a choice, and I am a rational, thinking, human being. So even if it kills me, I will NOT call him back today!
I won't! Not once!

Here's the plans from here on out this evening:
1) Clean up after S finishes his dinner.
2) Spend fifteen minutes doing dishes.
3) Spend fifteen minutes sorting the dirty laundry in the hallway and bagging it up to go to the laundromat.
4) SPend fifteen minutes in Rhane's room cleaning it up.
5) Give Rhane a bath, and spend fifteen minutes on the bathroom while he is splashing.
6) Get Rhane's teeth brushed, get him in jammies, and get him to bed.
7) Get my face washed, my pajamas on, and myself ready for bed.
8) Lay out my and S's clothes for tomorrow.
8) Work for a while on my two workbooks for IC.
9) Lights out and hopefully sleep.

You probably all think I am nuts for being this detailed, but I am just trying to get through a crappy time emotionally right now.

Tomorrow the agenda is:
1) Wake up at 9am.
2) Make my bed and S's bed.
3) Shower and dress S and myself.
4) Drop S off at daycare
5) Take back library books and videos.
6) Go to IC at 11am.
7) After IC, go to work and work through to-do list until 5pm.
8) Pick up S from daycare after work.
9) Take S home, give him snack and juice.
10) Settle down with an afternoon movie so I can rest for a while.
11) Make dinner for S and I.
12) Clean up after dinner.
13) Spend fifteen minutes doing dishes.
14) Spend fifteen minutes sorting and bagging laundry in the hallway.
15) Spend fifteen minutes cleaning up Rhane's room.
16) Give Rhane his bath, and spend another fifteen minutes on the bathroom.
17) Get Rhane in jammies, brush teeth, and get him in bed.
18) Get ready for bed myself.
19) Lay out clothes for tomorrow.
20) Work in my workbooks.
21) Lights out!

And finally, the plan for Saturday:
1) Wake up at 9am.
2) Shower and dress S and I. Eat breakfast.
3) Finish sorting and baggin up laundry in the hallway.
4) Spend fifteen minutes cleaning out my car.
5) Load laundry to be done into the car.
6) Fix lunch.
7) Clean up from lunch.
8) Go cash my paycheck.
9) Visit the local resale shop to find a couple of good light fiction books.
10) Take Rhane home and put him down for a nap.
11) During Rhane's nap, lay down and nap or read.
12) Head to laundromat and get the clothes washed and folded up.
13) Head home in time to get ready for church and head there. Fix us something quick to eat - sandwiches or something.
14) Go to church!
15) Come home from church and finish putting away clean laundry if not done.
16) Do fifteen minutes of cleaning in Rhane's room.
17) Bathtime for Rhane, finish up the bathroom cleaning if not already done.
18) Rhane to bed.
19) Lay out clothes for next day.
20) Get myself ready for bed.
21) Do some reading in my new books!
22) Lights out.

I'll see how I get through the next 48-72 hours, and get back to everyone.
Hugs from psycholand,
Myrrh