Pam and all - Yes indeed - I am working away at the anger management - the explosive outbursts of temper are actually my target behavior right now. It's hard, and I don't always act the way I want to, but I am learning.
Thank you for the congrats - I am hoping everything will go okay in that department...I finally broke down and went to the ER last night (spotting was a bit heavier, so I decided I couldn't wait until the normal appt), and I went for an ultrasound and got to see our little sprout's heartbeat. That was a good moment for me, but H said he is still afraid to be happy becase of that lovely phrase "threatened miscarriage." So I am at home relaxing and trying to take it easy; I really want to hold onto this little person.
I am still working hard for peace in my life - IT IS NEVER EASY. But it feels so good to be calm and have calm around me - unfortunately I think my being calm and relaxed or not that way rubs off on my family...they do need me to be as stable as I can be, I think.
Not a lot to report today - I will probably see H tomorrow - I think I am going to go raid the freezer for a Dreamsicle right now, and then sit down and read until my munchkin wakes up from his nap.
Love you all, Myrrh
One moment of patience may ward off great disaster. One moment of impatience may ruin a whole life.
