No need for Amazon; I found it at Borders and have read the first chapter. Very early, but I must admit it's fascinating and inspiring stuff. I wish I could read faster! I really envy the results you and others here seem to be having.
I know it's a one day at a time process, but now I'm anxious for results. I'm torn between trying to force the issue now, and patiently waiting, reading, digesting. The other night I wrote out a very long letter to my wife, but I'm debating whether to give it to her. I tried to make it a painfully honest expression of the feelings I've had for so long, affirming my love for her but also making the problem clear in certain terms. I wish I could just have a conversation with her and get it all out there, but it doesn't happen. I can't find the right words at the time, and her reaction alters what I say. Who knows if I'll get hostility or tears, or something else if this conversation comes up? With a letter I can say everything I want, and she can think about her reaction.
Anyway, it's a lot to think about. In the meantime, I'll keep reading.
