Pattie,

Of course you can post here! Silly!

Graduation party is here tomorrow! At 5pm.

Planted more veggies and some herbs yesterday, was out in the garden at 6:30am.

We stained the deck yesterday and will put things back on the deck today. Graduation is today.

And we will be cleaning inside today and getting some food together for tomorrow. Will cook the hams later.

Big storm coming! The wind has picked up big time! My poor transplants will be ruined. Sick of those storms we keep having!

Last night we went to a couple's house; ate and played cards. Didn't get to bed until late!

H had a bill changed to my name; it was for the frigerator to be fixed. Glad I have the tax checks in a saving account with my name, it will end up being used to pay bills I think he is in the "fighting" mode now. He has been refusing to pay my dental bills also and I'm sure he has not paid my medical! (I'll keep my thoughts to myself about this, for fear that I will be shot down by someone here).

This whole thing has been extremely hard, Dbing is hard when your S continues to [censored] up crap to make you dislike them...
This will be the first time I have H in the home since he signed those checks. There is no friendliness anymore, at least by him. I have been dark and it seems to get even darker by me doing so. But I feel I had no other alternative at this point.

My friend from town came to the library friday, she has been so busy, thats why we have had no contact. She said it was her birthday. So when I got off of work, I bought a 6" cake and a candle for her, left it on her door.

Woke up this morning, looked out my window to find out while I was gone the yard got mowed, had to be FIL! What a wonderful man! My H was so like him and I thought he would be stable like his father, but my H is going down the MLC tunnel so he has changed!

H is arranging for someone from work to pick D up until she gets her license. She starts work where he works on Tuesday.

I'm ok though, have times of crying and depression, but I know it is normal and comes with the territory. Just part of the journey.

As LBS's we also go through stages just like MLCers.

Deb

bom:01/2003
D: 03/14/2006