Hi Nitaf,

Thank you for checking in on me. I read this earlier today and the first thought that came to mind was "I get my patience from the Lord" as I know I would never have developed patience without out Him at my side.

H did come back home about 9:30ish. S4 asked H where he was and H said looking at a boat, that H is seriously thinking about buying. It's not an ordinary fishing boat it's a Ranger bass boat and if anyone knows anything about bass boats they are expensive!! I could have a new vechile for what the boat costs. And bass boats can't be pulled by any ordinary truck either. So can you guess what's coming next!!!

I think H was drinking. He fell asleep rather quickly and was SNORING!!! I woke up about 4ish, H was up. I thought he was dressed and leaving for work. Asked him what he was doing as he was getting back into bed. I felt his arm and realized he wasn't dressed. He said he had been awake coughing most of the night. I didn't hear a thing, I've been sleeping like a log.

Talked to H this morning, again asked him why he was up. Said he can't sleep anymore. H has also been coughing a lot. He's had this cough for a month and the next step is a catscan or something, his oxygen level was low in his blood when he went into the doctor a day ago.

The other night our S fell out of bed, I heard him saying my name and as I was waking up starting slapping my arm around to find S. I thought he was in our bed and I thought it was Saturday night. Anyway, I ended up slapping H in the face a few times and remember H yelling "what do you want!!" Then I fully woke up and realized S was in his own bed and had fallen on the floor. When I went into S's room he was asleep on the floor and I just laid him back in his bed.

In the last few days H and I have been getting along like friends and we are talking to each other like friends. Like we would have when we first started getting to know each other way back when. It's kind of fun.

Cathy