Hi Laurie,

I am moving towards the Lord for the answers to my questions. Thank you for your thoughts, I will absorb them and process. I am getting confused, but Laurie you are making sense.

Wanted to give an update. Last night was niece's graduation, I was close to tears during some of the ceremony. Not quite sure why. After the ceremony we all went out to eat to a place where you had to cook your own meat. It was great fun. MY SIL singed some of her hair at the grill.

Got home H and S were still up. H wasn't very talkative, at one point he did ask who was all there. It was kind of late so we all got ready for bed and went to sleep.

H is and has been sleeping in our bed for the about the last two weeks.

Got up this morning, finished niece's scrapbook! H ran to the store, bought some oil for his truck. H also bought some toiletpaper and shower gel. H hasn't bought this kind of stuff in months. When I thanked him for buying it he made a big deal out of it, like how did I know he had bought some more TP. Sounds silly, but it's H's way of saying he's sorry..or maybe more my perception.

For the most part we just went about our business today. I was downstairs was finishing up the scrapbook, watching the LPGA, those women are awesome...love the clothes. H came down and I handed him the scrapbook which he accepted, said "it's finished?" and I said yep. H looked through it. This is a first, normally H could care less. We then talked about my golf game for a bit and both went upstairs.

S woke up from his nap, we got ready to go to niece's party. H was not interested in going, S and I had a great time.

Got home about 8ish and no H, still no H. Might be another one of those nights.

Oh well...I've got lot of reading material and lots to talk to the man upstairs about.

I feel good, too.

Cathy