You know it's just Satan trying to trip you up. He's a sneaky weasel, worming his way into our minds. I don't think now is the time to hold your H accountable. More than likely there will be plenty of time for that because you ARE heading in the right direction.
As I've told you before, Cathy, you rock You are a big inspiration to many of us on the board.
BTW, I e-mailed you last nite.
Mary
"God, help me keep my head up, my heart open, and know I'll always be guided along the path."