H says I only CALL when I want something, can justify his actions because "one of us (ME/OW) won't give in?"
Yet H thinks it's okay to not CALL, come home, that HE IS a father, that it's okay to go to OW's for whatever sad reason OW may have to get him there or that H is just weak and ends up at OW's on his own?
My H is a selfish, judgmental man. Passes judgment on his S20, me, his family. His friends, the one's who are having marital problems. H is wondering why they don't just get a D?
I'm reading my bible, praying and the pages that I open up to are so appropriate for right now.
H has the nerve to call me a "bad" mom for some silly thing I didn't do and calls me an "idiot" in the presence of our S4. I don't know how much longer I can keep silent, how much more I can endure. I feel that H should be accountable for his actions, for NOT calling, coming home tonight.
Yet H sees nothing wrong with what he does, what he says, how he treats people. That he has a drinking problem?
Things have been getting better or maybe I'm being deceived since I have no idea what contact H does have with OW or to what extent. Then Satan comes along and stirs things up.
I'm sure this will all look/feel different in the light of day.
