I'm sorry to hear that, I can't blame you for being upset, you deserve better than what you are getting.
Don't know what to tell you anymore, other than you really need to take a long hard look at who it is you are committing your heart to. Your H has made some positive strides the last few months, he's done some good things as in his role as a husband in terms of the kids, and treating you nicely etc. But I've always felt there is that intagible romantic something called being "in love THE RIGHT WAY" with you that is missing with him. When "its there" these things usually don't have a chance in hell of happening.
Your current stance is well warranted, again, sorry you have to put up with this. Try and have a good day!
