thanks for the praise you guys regarding the gym. It has been my salvation let me tell you. I can go there and get my mind of everything, H kids , work and do something good for me at the same time. However the weight loss is very slow and I think H is banking on his attraction coming back once I am at a more healthy weight. Ah, that's not gonna happen any time soon and I dont really think that it is the issue underneath everything any way. I really cant do too much for myself to get away because we are kindof strapped right now with me being the only source of income. The gym is really the only "me" thing I get. A nap does sound good if everyone would go away and it was quiet. God I sound like a horrible mother, children please go away.....
