Hi Debra, just stopping by to see how you are doing.
I'd have to say I agree with Dawn, I wouldn't be surprised if your H doesnt know himself what's going on in his head. It's hard to comprehend how totally blown away they are with their own stuff....from my personal experience, asking doesnt hurt, but my H doesnt seem to have any more of a clue part of the time than I do. He's even told me several times "I'm sorry, I'm just so mixed up right now". Not at all what I need or want to hear.
I'm also with Dawn on being in awe of anybody who can do 2x/day workouts. That is incredible, and says an awful lot about your discipline.
You mention being so tired from being at this for so long. I know you have to be, I believe it's as emotionally draining as anything I've ever gone through and it just seems to go on and on. That from some one who hasnt even thought about it as long as you've been dealing with it. It sounds like you have a terrifice amount of pressure on you otherwise as well. Is there anything you can do to give yourself a little bit of a break? I'd think you would be really needing some nurturing....sometimes if I can't do anything else, I just lock the bedroom door and take a nap for 2 hours. Its surprising how much that can help! can you get away for something that would help you, even just for a little bit?
